Today is such a good day! I woke up with a spring in my step.
Momentarily mentally sidetracked. This pain I’m experiencing combined with being sleep deprived had me feeling mentally weak.
Momentarily mentally sidetracked. All I could think about was the pain.
Your thoughts have so much power.. I know this, you know this, we all know this.
The more I thought about the pain the more intense the pain became. It spirals out of control, before I knew it a few days had past and I had started losing hope. I was frustrated to the point I couldn’t be bothered to look on the bright side. Thinking to myself..What bright side? I’m in so much pain with no surgery date, there is no bright side. I Was Momentarily mentally sidetracked.
Sometimes you have to draw on all your energy to drag yourself out of that negative thinking cycle. By any means possible we can’t allow negative thinking to take over, if left unchecked it will consume our every being.
Just like that, it really is that simple. I made a DECISION last night that I will not be defeated. I will not be overcome. I will be positive, I will. I can be however I choose to be, I choose to be happy. I will fake it until I make it. I will act like there is no pain, what pain? I got this. You watch and see, the hospital will call me soon. I can see it, I can feel the excitement the joy it will bring.
Until then I’m going to stay focused on the end goal. My current reality is no reality of mine. I see myself in the gym working out, I see myself sleeping well, I see perfect health. I believe I will come back stronger and that makes me happy.
Without Mental strength how can we expect to be physically strong, It’s impossible. How can we expect to have the strength to motivate ourselves. It all begins with the mind, it is the driving force behind our actions.
Mentally I am stronger today than I was yesterday. Mentally the battle is won. Now I’ll wait for the physical to catch up, it’s only a matter of time
Sidetracked no longer..
Breathe Think Write Release