Drug fuelled… blurred memories

Fussy thoughts blurred memories, thats a perfect vision of my yesterday

I was drug fuelled, silently sitting in the space between reality and insanity

My anxieties and insecurities masked so beautifully

Some would even say perfectly

I’d say I was walking a path with no destiny

With every inhale came perceived new abilities

But with every exhale came more blurred memories

Continuing as I was, would be like walking into fire and expecting to make it out alive

Expecting to thrive instead struggling to survive

But survive I did and now thriving I am

No longer clouded I see so clearly

My capabilities, the possibilities

Endless, I don’t even know where to begin

These voices in my head are constantly willing me to win

Winning I am & winning I shall continue

We all have a past but don’t let it cripple you

-Dionne MT-

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