Drug fuelled… blurred memories

Fussy thoughts blurred memories, thats a perfect vision of my yesterday I was drug fuelled, silently sitting in the space between reality and insanity My anxieties and insecurities masked so beautifully Some would even say perfectly I’d say I was walking a path with no destiny With every inhale came perceived new abilities But with … Continue reading Drug fuelled… blurred memories

Mixed Emotions and Memories

Last night I saw you in my sleep I don’t know if it was a nightmare, dream or sweet fantasy Mixed emotions, memories of complete ecstasy consume me Awake now I sit confused by your presence, the sudden appearance in my minds eye, the invasion of my peace No warning, no explanation at all A … Continue reading Mixed Emotions and Memories

Grateful, Glad, Vindicated..

Grateful, glad, I feel vindicated Every decision made, every door I closed Closed not knowing what the future holds Closed with a heavy heart but closed with no regrets I live a life where you’re either in or you’re out, it’s either all the way or no way at all All I had was a … Continue reading Grateful, Glad, Vindicated..

If only you knew…

It’s not you against the world It’s you against you It's you against who they used to know You against what you used to think You against who you use to be Everyday competing, everyday fighting off the old to become more Everyday taking control It’s not you against them that’s where you’ve been going … Continue reading If only you knew…