So many lost chapters pages filled with pain, pages filled with grieve, anguish and anger.. either lost or thrown away Now I keep everything, every word I write every page I fill, emotions spilled with no remorse, no second thoughts about who may be triggered or offended They say if the shoe fits then wear … Continue reading Triggered?!
Drug fuelled… blurred memories
Fussy thoughts blurred memories, thats a perfect vision of my yesterday I was drug fuelled, silently sitting in the space between reality and insanity My anxieties and insecurities masked so beautifully Some would even say perfectly I’d say I was walking a path with no destiny With every inhale came perceived new abilities But with … Continue reading Drug fuelled… blurred memories
Truth be told..
I wear my heart on my sleeve at times I can be so naive Blinded by loyalty back stabbed by their insecurity I don’t use the word friend lightly I say my friends are like my family Truth be told it’s not the same for everyone Quick to throw you away like kids in a … Continue reading Truth be told..
Mixed Emotions and Memories
Last night I saw you in my sleep I don’t know if it was a nightmare, dream or sweet fantasy Mixed emotions, memories of complete ecstasy consume me Awake now I sit confused by your presence, the sudden appearance in my minds eye, the invasion of my peace No warning, no explanation at all A … Continue reading Mixed Emotions and Memories
Grateful, Glad, Vindicated..
Grateful, glad, I feel vindicated Every decision made, every door I closed Closed not knowing what the future holds Closed with a heavy heart but closed with no regrets I live a life where you’re either in or you’re out, it’s either all the way or no way at all All I had was a … Continue reading Grateful, Glad, Vindicated..