Mixed Emotions and Memories

Last night I saw you in my sleep I don’t know if it was a nightmare, dream or sweet fantasy Mixed emotions, memories of complete ecstasy consume me Awake now I sit confused by your presence, the sudden appearance in my minds eye, the invasion of my peace No warning, no explanation at all A … Continue reading Mixed Emotions and Memories

The fight goes on!!

After having five surgeries on the same shoulder over the course of just under 5 years I’ll be honest you start to loose faith, you start to loose belief that there will be an end to the journey. You start seeing brick walls instead of a road ahead. With set back after set back you … Continue reading The fight goes on!!

Love lost never..

Love lost never We close the door We block the connection We dodge, we dive.. but once conjured it can not be confined Pain you’ll never be deprived Memories like ghost we sacrifice uncertainty for security, lust for love We mistake caring for lack of trust Possessiveness for being in love -Dionne MT- Breathe Think … Continue reading Love lost never..

It’s okay to cry.. sometimes

I remember a time when I never use to show emotions or cry, I’d hold everything in because I thought it made me look weak. That’s when I had a fake image to uphold, okay that’s a bit harsh saying fake more like a misguided image. An image I’d created based on an idea of … Continue reading It’s okay to cry.. sometimes