Running on an empty tank flat tyres no air Staring my pain in the eye in disbelief like how are you still here Days turn to months I've lost count of the years Reservoirs run dry I'm all out of tears Then I remember the power I hold, the strength I have within Some days … Continue reading Not another pain poem!
A pain so insane my core temperature is constantly rising Sometimes I don't even understand how I'm really surviving My pain threshold will deceive you The way I smile to get through The way I keep going will mislead you To drown in self pity is the day I'll rue Chronic pain orthopaedic sufferers I … Continue reading Releasing.. Meltdown preventing
Sometimes I'm in so much pain I can barely talk My frown is deep deep in thought Eyes pleading my body language speaks To open my mouth and speak an effort energy I need to keep To keep me sane, to keep me standing to keep me going Who's pretending everything's ok? Just sometimes I … Continue reading Just Sometimes..
Hello world.. It’s me. It’s been awhile since I’ve been on this one. For those who aren’t aware, I have two blogs- one focused on life with chronic pain, and one on my other love and passion- all things style/fashion. I’ve been so focused on turning that into a thing, I haven’t written to you lately. I think now would be a good time.
I’m not one to complain. My number one rule in life is unless you’ve done everything you can to change the situation you have no place to complain. All rules have exceptions, but I try hard to live by that. I feel that I have followed this rule, and I’m really at my wits end lately.
I’m laying in bed, have been up for awhile. I find myself getting lost in the music streaming through my beats. I am overwhelmed with gratefulness for all of the…
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I'm trying not to think about it I'm trying I'm trying not to dwell on it I swear I really am trying But at times this pain is so intense Muffled groans I speak, they make no sense I'm trying to think positively The end goal still I focus I'm trying to stay focused But … Continue reading Trying