Minds a blur eyes glazed over feeling numb to the world, Atmospheric changes..I stay in a constant state of burning flesh. This heat.. a volcano cooking awaiting the eruption. I wait, I wonder..I wonder how long till freedom, trapped by that intoxicating nighttime potion. The numbing remedy still in my system, still yearning for that release. … Continue reading Drugs, Pain & Sleepless Nights..
The dreaded silence.. Night time has arrived How many pills did I just take? I'm just tryna survive Survive this bone wrenching pain Stuck in a game of cat and mouse The chase is on.. Chasing time, I try to keep up with these thoughts Always one step ahead of me, these thoughts just keep … Continue reading ..Ashamed I Am Not
My old friend insomnia, you come in many forms Sometimes you deceive me till 2am comes, sometimes till dawn Then I'm laid out eyes peeled back, imagine I used to think this was the norm Living in a society where it has become so standard, we normalise the abnormal A society where we're fobbed of … Continue reading My Old Friend.. Insomnia
Vivid dreams, awakening to a confused reality I lay awake sleeping, my mind drifting to a parallel universe It feels so real.. Dreaming adapted manipulated past events My eyes open, I sit and wonder.. Did that really happen or was that a dream My subconscious and conscious overlapping, mixed wiring I feel my brain plugs … Continue reading Vivid Dreams