Drugs, Pain & Sleepless Nights..

 Minds a blur eyes glazed over feeling numb to the world, Atmospheric changes..I stay in a constant state of burning flesh. This heat.. a volcano cooking awaiting the eruption. I wait, I wonder..I wonder how long till freedom, trapped by that intoxicating nighttime potion. The numbing remedy still in my system, still yearning for that release. … Continue reading Drugs, Pain & Sleepless Nights..

The power of positive thinking: Surgery Next Week!!!

I'm so happy right now I can barely contain myself. Never underestimate the power of positive thinking. As most of you know I've been waiting to have surgery on my shoulder for a little while now. Yesterday I posted a Shoulder update. I was originally given a surgery date for the end of March and … Continue reading The power of positive thinking: Surgery Next Week!!!

Shoulder Update

I thought it was about time I wrote an update on my shoulder situation. For those of you who don't really know what has been going on I'll give you a brief history overview first. History Multiple Shoulder dislocations 2013-2014 Back and forth with the hospital trying to make them see that there was something seriously … Continue reading Shoulder Update

Side Effects. 

Tablets, capsules, liquids and ointments We take for one thing, side effects leave us needing more treatment Take this for the pain Other systems feel the strain Take this for inflammation My wall lining needs protection This is the field I work in, so I understand so well But at times my compliance is questionable, … Continue reading Side Effects. 

Momentarily Sidetracked No Longer!!

Today is such a good day! I woke up with a spring in my step. Momentarily mentally sidetracked. This pain I'm experiencing combined with being sleep deprived had me feeling mentally weak. Momentarily mentally sidetracked. All I could think about was the pain. Your thoughts have so much power.. I know this, you know this, … Continue reading Momentarily Sidetracked No Longer!!