Sometimes I feel so defeated Deaf by words drowned in thought Is the constant pressure really needed but still we feed it, we pressure ourselves Why are we so hard on ourselves Is it money, is it status is it clothes or maybe a car we don’t need Playing a game we don’t need to … Continue reading Real life no filter
3AM swigging morphine from the bottle, to numb the pain to quiet the voices Voices ringing out these voices are so loud, countless noises Chronic pain tension rising Mind running wild thoughts going crazy Physical battle mental war raging One two ten exhale.. not this again My worse enemy and my best friend Insomnia nights … Continue reading Chronic pain & Insomnia.. tonight I had no fight
Sweet nightmares Living dreams Polar opposites and extremes No in betweens no middle ground with me All the way or no way Full throttle or no motion Deeply emotionally I raise my hand For mine I'll take the oath I'll take the stand What you see is what you get But do you get what … Continue reading Before I rise.. Understanding She
What do I want to say What am I going to say Pit in my stomach's churning Boring a hole into my chest No rest heart pounding Mind's shifting frequencies Breathe take a moment to think Re-tuning thoughts realigning Silencing the voices My heart beats faster as the time draws nearer Looking for my escape … Continue reading Waiting.. Don’t be a victim. Silence The Voices
Who defines crazy, what is crazy who said crazy was a bad thing? I tell you what crazy is, crazy is something people don't understand a different way of thinking, doing something or being different. In a world that loves trends they'll call you crazy one minute then they'll idolise and follow you the next, … Continue reading Without the Mental there is no Physical.. Health
