Chronic pain & Insomnia.. tonight I had no fight 

3AM swigging morphine from the bottle, to numb the pain to quiet the voices
Voices ringing out these voices are so loud, countless noises
Chronic pain tension rising 
Mind running wild thoughts going crazy
Physical battle mental war raging
One two ten exhale.. not this again 
My worse enemy and my best friend 
Insomnia nights legally high
Medically drug induced hazy nights
It’s been months with no pain relief months of conditioning my mind 
Tonight I was tired tonight I had no fight 
Opiates coursing through my blood at the surface I’m tearing through my skin
I may be weak tonight but I’ll be stronger tomorrow I refuse to give in.. it will never win

-Dionne MT-

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