Last night I saw you in my sleep I don’t know if it was a nightmare, dream or sweet fantasy Mixed emotions, memories of complete ecstasy consume me Awake now I sit confused by your presence, the sudden appearance in my minds eye, the invasion of my peace No warning, no explanation at all A … Continue reading Mixed Emotions and Memories
But still you stay..
Clutching at straws gasping for air begging for crumbs from the one who emptied your plate, the one who sucked the air from your lungs Leaving you void, leaving you on the side of the road like roadkill for the vultures to pick at But still you stay, asking for more, a gluten for punishment … Continue reading But still you stay..
Head vs Heart
Fighting a feeling, resisting with all your will, practicing self constraint Your hearts pulling you one way whilst your minds slamming the door in your face Standing firm in it’s convictions taking control of your head space Refusing to be taken for a fool this time It won’t let you, it can’t Your mind sees … Continue reading Head vs Heart
A relationship where you have to walk on eggshells Tip toeing around problems hop scotching over issues What’s the issue? No issue, closed mouths silence fills the room This could never be my life now This should never be your life ever Freedom of speech was fought for, not for you to be silenced and … Continue reading Toxic Love
Young lost souls we were
The sound of the rain on my roof The cold snap, visions of snowy slopes Nostalgic feelings, suppressed memories The coldest winter ever Trying not to remember Visions of you shatter in the ice cold air My ghosts of yesteryear, my minds skeletons Reminders of my immaturity, anxiety and insecurities Not knowing what I know … Continue reading Young lost souls we were