3 hours of laying in bed with my eyes closed
Meditating repeating positive calming mantras
And still no sleep, burning eyes but still you evade me 
For 4 months I’ve abused you mistreated you taken you for granted
Now I really need you I guess you’re the one laughing
I know my body clocks a mess and I’ll be honest I’m also slightly hungry
Woe is me is what I’d say if I believed in self pity
Instead I’m thinking with or without you I’m still going to rise happy
If I don’t see you today then you’ll definitely greet me tomorrow right 
Oh wait what’s that, you say there’s hope ok let’s try again, goodnight 

-Dionne MT-

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