The fight goes on!!

After having five surgeries on the same shoulder over the course of just under 5 years I’ll be honest you start to loose faith, you start to loose belief that there will be an end to the journey. You start seeing brick walls instead of a road ahead. With set back after set back you … Continue reading The fight goes on!!

The System

It's the waiting that gets to me, a system bursting at the seams. A system being abused, a system being overworked, a system being underpaid. The consequence, a caring careless system. I understand the system, the system supports me. I support the system but the system has abused me. The system.. Breathe Think Write Release

Do you believe me now?! Never give up..

A pain so intense, sick to the stomach Deep inside my bones, an ache. A constant. A pain so intense. To understand, visualise a bone torn from its socket One failed surgery, three anchors later. One anchor remains, ones barely hanging on and the last ones a floater.  Free floating in my shoulder attached to … Continue reading Do you believe me now?! Never give up..

More surgery

I'm bracing myself for this sling life again! After finally getting referred to a better equipped hospital (not mentioning any names😩🙊) I'll be having more surgery in a few days on my shoulder. I'm so prepared and to be honest I can't wait. I have so much faith in the situation ..All I see is … Continue reading More surgery