Do we ever defeat our demons?

The beast within the beast within me The beast no one wants to see Hiding, lurking behind these closed tainted doors Doors I've shut firmly, this beast I wish no one ever saw Caged put on a leash but I can not deny your presence I'm in control now but I still smell your essence  … Continue reading Do we ever defeat our demons?

To Self Medicate Or Not? Sleepless Nights..

Should I sip this morphine or just lay here in vain  Awake through the night sleeping 9am till midday Is it the pain or just my mind playing tricks playing games Games of cat and mouse chasing thoughts away Back fourth up down, round and round my mind keeps on spinning  Like a hamster on … Continue reading To Self Medicate Or Not? Sleepless Nights..

Angels & Demons.. We all have a story

My eyes tell a story but these bags of mine hang heavy, they tell a story of their own Late night awakenings, meditating asking for forgiveness trying to atone Morning comes and I piece together my night.. Haunted by my demons still having night frights Staring out into the darkness trying to find some clarity … Continue reading Angels & Demons.. We all have a story

Insomnia Humour?! Screw your sheep

My body clock has malfunctioned, I'm on the grave yard shift 4.20AM shifting gears switching lanes, taking vape hits  Hit after hit sip after sip Swigging from the bottle Head spinning full throttle I just want to sleep Screw your sheep oh macdonald and his farm Pigs, cows.. the whole barn Right now there's no … Continue reading Insomnia Humour?! Screw your sheep

Figuring Life Out With Every Word I Write: An Open Invitation..

When I write I do not write from a place as to say I know everything or even to suggest I'm anywhere near perfect. Firstly perfection doesn't exist and secondly if it did I be miles away from what I perceived perfection to be.  As I write I too myself am figuring out this thing … Continue reading Figuring Life Out With Every Word I Write: An Open Invitation..