..Ashamed I Am Not

The dreaded silence.. Night time has arrived How many pills did I just take? I'm just tryna survive Survive this bone wrenching pain Stuck in a game of cat and mouse The chase is on.. Chasing time, I try to keep up with these thoughts Always one step ahead of me, these thoughts just keep … Continue reading ..Ashamed I Am Not

My Bitch

Me and you, engaged in this poisonous up down relationship Some days I'm so happy..I think you've left me, you've set me free to go live Then you come back like a nit, determined to make my skin itch Itching from that poison..Its not you but your side effects I admit ..When all is said … Continue reading My Bitch

Your biggest fan.. Release.

The one person you truly have to rely on is yourself. The truth is, everyone has their own struggles and lives to deal with. Friends and family can only be expected to do so much for each other. They can not provide the type of support a partner could, and to be honest I don't … Continue reading Your biggest fan.. Release.

Do you believe me now?! Never give up..

A pain so intense, sick to the stomach Deep inside my bones, an ache. A constant. A pain so intense. To understand, visualise a bone torn from its socket One failed surgery, three anchors later. One anchor remains, ones barely hanging on and the last ones a floater.  Free floating in my shoulder attached to … Continue reading Do you believe me now?! Never give up..