Drugs, Pain & Sleepless Nights..

 Minds a blur eyes glazed over feeling numb to the world, Atmospheric changes..I stay in a constant state of burning flesh. This heat.. a volcano cooking awaiting the eruption. I wait, I wonder..I wonder how long till freedom, trapped by that intoxicating nighttime potion. The numbing remedy still in my system, still yearning for that release. … Continue reading Drugs, Pain & Sleepless Nights..

About last night. Pain.

I lay awake in a pain I can not describe It is a coming together pain It is not a broken pain A pain I can not describe It is a healing pain Is it not a positive pain? Positively consciously living A freedom pain I drift off, twenty minutes to me a lifetime A … Continue reading About last night. Pain.

Shoulder Update

I thought it was about time I wrote an update on my shoulder situation. For those of you who don't really know what has been going on I'll give you a brief history overview first. History Multiple Shoulder dislocations 2013-2014 Back and forth with the hospital trying to make them see that there was something seriously … Continue reading Shoulder Update

Momentarily Sidetracked No Longer!!

Today is such a good day! I woke up with a spring in my step. Momentarily mentally sidetracked. This pain I'm experiencing combined with being sleep deprived had me feeling mentally weak. Momentarily mentally sidetracked. All I could think about was the pain. Your thoughts have so much power.. I know this, you know this, … Continue reading Momentarily Sidetracked No Longer!!

5/1/16 7PM Evening thoughts: sometimes all we need is a little reminder

Sometimes all we need is a little reminder, to remind us of how strong we really are. When we are going through a rough patch or faced with a difficult situation, we have a tendency to forget that we've faced tougher situations and challenges in the past.  A good friend of mine, kindly reminded me. … Continue reading 5/1/16 7PM Evening thoughts: sometimes all we need is a little reminder