Lies bullshit and pretending Defending our actions Ashamed, what we fear is reactions What we fear is judgement In reality we judge ourselves, it's never as bad as we imagine. We imagine the worse We expect the worse Because we think the worse Mentally working ourselves into frenzies Overthinking and stressing we're our own … Continue reading Lies, Bullshit & Pretending.. Speaking Freely
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A pain so insane my core temperature is constantly rising Sometimes I don't even understand how I'm really surviving My pain threshold will deceive you The way I smile to get through The way I keep going will mislead you To drown in self pity is the day I'll rue Chronic pain orthopaedic sufferers I … Continue reading Releasing.. Meltdown preventing
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A lot can happen In one night.. Loaded guns, Drugs & Penny dropping
A restless night.. Mind's racing thoughts jumping Finally free without having to flee An excited night.. I'm so happy pinch me this must be a dream I can't decide whether to stay silent or scream An anxious night.. Detoxing body shaking dehydrating Nose running silent tears streaming Cold sweats night frights Trembling at the sight, … Continue reading A lot can happen In one night.. Loaded guns, Drugs & Penny dropping
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It’s Ok To Move On..
Haunted by echoes of your voice no longer Words left unsaid never spoken Never to be spoken again Waiting for a tomorrow that never came Waiting for yesterdays pain to fade away We stay waiting for a tomorrow that is not guaranteed To see your face one more day To share all I have to … Continue reading It’s Ok To Move On..
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I wanted to write a poem but I wrote a confession I wanted to confess and I told a riddle I tried to tell a joke and I made you cry I wanted you to understand but you ran a mile I wanted you to go but you stayed all night I asked you to … Continue reading Titleless Title
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