Deep Down We All Know Better..

I see so clearly now. We are the creators of all things good, bad, great or ugly in our lives I see so clearly now. We create issues in our minds and they manifest into our reality I see so clearly now. I see the man made issues I've created  I see the errors of … Continue reading Deep Down We All Know Better..

Trying

I'm trying not to think about it I'm trying I'm trying not to dwell on it I swear I really am trying But at times this pain is so intense Muffled groans I speak, they make no sense I'm trying to think positively The end goal still I focus I'm trying to stay focused But … Continue reading Trying

Motivation

  Motivation, determination and frustration Self-assurance, confidence and perseverance It is within me, it is within you I motivate I You motivate you Self belief, forward thinking and ambition Positivity, drive and dedication The dreamers of this world, the believers The grafters of this worlds, the achievers "People who are unable to motivate themselves must … Continue reading Motivation

Drugs, Pain & Sleepless Nights..

 Minds a blur eyes glazed over feeling numb to the world, Atmospheric changes..I stay in a constant state of burning flesh. This heat.. a volcano cooking awaiting the eruption. I wait, I wonder..I wonder how long till freedom, trapped by that intoxicating nighttime potion. The numbing remedy still in my system, still yearning for that release. … Continue reading Drugs, Pain & Sleepless Nights..

About last night. Pain.

I lay awake in a pain I can not describe It is a coming together pain It is not a broken pain A pain I can not describe It is a healing pain Is it not a positive pain? Positively consciously living A freedom pain I drift off, twenty minutes to me a lifetime A … Continue reading About last night. Pain.