4am thoughts can not put out this fire.. Sleepless Nights

Pitch black silent night skies No sleep and burning red eyes Pondering the ongoings The comings and goings The losses and gains What fight remains.. Mind pacing back and forth Sleep walking in the dark, carrying a torch Who can see.. Sparklers flicker flames burn brighter than bright Hidden out of sight, 4am thoughts can't … Continue reading 4am thoughts can not put out this fire.. Sleepless Nights

Chronic Pain.. I’ll say I’m ok

Deafening Silence I wear my pain like a foghorn Somedays my silence kills the room Learning to dance in the rain Learning to fight through the pain Heavy clouds fill my eyes by day Night falls banks burst pillows stain Everyday pain every night pain Across my face you may not see this pain But … Continue reading Chronic Pain.. I’ll say I’m ok

London Inner City Living?!

London inner city living 2AM no silence helicopters circling This is normal everyday life Gone just like that, another life We hardly bat an eyelid we've become so desensitised  It's not my strive not my life, I have my own worries So many trapped in the system so many sad stories London inner city living  … Continue reading London Inner City Living?!

Drug Induced Sleep.. Dreams & Nightmares

Weird and wonderful colourful dreams I was riding a donkey down a gold molten stream Alice in wonderland falling through the rabbit hole Upside down thinking large goals I see purple rain and yellow wind Green sky, blue grass and dogs sing Birds barking swimming cats Children rule in top hats I like this world … Continue reading Drug Induced Sleep.. Dreams & Nightmares