Cyclic Emotions

Crossing paths pain never lasts Temporary satisfaction non existent gratification  Indifferent feelings forever hiding   Wound ripping cyclic emotions forever healing  -Dionne MT- Breathe Think Write Release

Lost In The Mist.. Words

Riding the wave biding your time Some speak with their eyes others confuse with riddles and rhymes Sifting through the lies deciphering the whys Arms folded expressionless faces contorted  Words not said revealed by body language, never ending sentences The language of the land the truth to man Words lost in the mist actions always … Continue reading Lost In The Mist.. Words

Reckless Living 

Laid out on a stretcher life flashing before my eyes Deafening strikes of the clock signifying time is still on my side Toes pointed to the ceiling staring in amusement mind asking why Why me? Why not me? You are what you believe Self fulfilling prophecy they say there’s always something wrong naively you agree … Continue reading Reckless Living 

Chronic pain & Insomnia.. tonight I had no fight 

3AM swigging morphine from the bottle, to numb the pain to quiet the voices Voices ringing out these voices are so loud, countless noises Chronic pain tension rising  Mind running wild thoughts going crazy Physical battle mental war raging One two ten exhale.. not this again  My worse enemy and my best friend  Insomnia nights … Continue reading Chronic pain & Insomnia.. tonight I had no fight 

They say with time it gets better..

Every year transported back feeling today the pain I felt yesteryear You tell yourself this year I won't be affected this year I'll be stronger  But you can't help but wonder how life would be if they was still here  When you feel everything so deeply it's hard to shut out the deepest pain you've … Continue reading They say with time it gets better..