I feel the cogs turning

My creative juices are flowing again I feel the cogs turning  Moments of silence and reflection bring about a mental churning Thoughts ideas motivation and inspiration Late night creations no longer late night trepidation  My creative juices are flowing again -Dionne MT- Breathe Think Write Release 

Same Page Different Lane

Clouded indecisive roaming eye no longer Each day growing stronger Each day digging deeper Stepping into unknown territory Stepping out from obscurity    No longer hiding behind anonymity Exposed vulnerability unmasked pain Anger tamed adjusted mind frame Same page different lane Same rules different game -Dionne MT- Breathe Think Write Release

Last Night

Here but not there Absent-mindedly present I hear sounds but can not hear words I see lips moving  I see bodies  Outside looking in I see me, I see me seeing you  Here but not there Physically present staring through them mentally analysing body language faint emotions  Travelling through the present moment in different planes … Continue reading Last Night

6 Months Later.. Face life head on

The moment has come, for 6 months I've been waiting silently dreading this day What are they gonna say what will I say Will it be a tick box exercise Trying to fit in to their predefined criteria  Trying not to feel weak or inferior The pit in my stomachs churning, heads spinning Deep breathing … Continue reading 6 Months Later.. Face life head on

Overwhelmed.. Therapy 101

We hide behind wide smiles masking troubled times Only a few will see what's really inside We put on brave faces not to let our armour chip  Meanwhile inside we feel like a sinking ship Being drowned overwhelmed by the surrounding waters Mentally exhausted in this moment looking for shelter Looking for a place to … Continue reading Overwhelmed.. Therapy 101