Judge & Jury

I am my biggest critique, me myself and I judge and jury I need no one to tell me my faults or wrong doings I see clearly my mind is engaged, I’m fully aware of what I’m doing Does that make it worse or does that make it better To know but still choose not … Continue reading Judge & Jury

Rising

No longer drifting drifting I was I feel it shifting I feel it arising from deep within Filled with a energy I’ve not felt in years Lost years but never lost, forgotten words but never forgotten No resistance no fear just gratitude and glory A humbled heart bowed head and raised hands Still in awe … Continue reading Rising

Anger & Rage

A man who does not get angry is a dangerous man. It is impossible to never feel anger, to never get angry is to suppress the emotion. Bottling things inside only ever leads to one outcome.. an explosion as the bottle can no longer take the pressure. I understand now, the key is not about … Continue reading Anger & Rage

Reckless Living 

Laid out on a stretcher life flashing before my eyes Deafening strikes of the clock signifying time is still on my side Toes pointed to the ceiling staring in amusement mind asking why Why me? Why not me? You are what you believe Self fulfilling prophecy they say there’s always something wrong naively you agree … Continue reading Reckless Living 

They say with time it gets better..

Every year transported back feeling today the pain I felt yesteryear You tell yourself this year I won't be affected this year I'll be stronger  But you can't help but wonder how life would be if they was still here  When you feel everything so deeply it's hard to shut out the deepest pain you've … Continue reading They say with time it gets better..